My dear mum I miss you so much it breaks my heart everytime I think of you. I have acted so strong and brave I am sure you would have been proud of me, but it is all an act I am acting this way for my sisters Jeannette and Yvonne and my wonderful husband Davie and kids Tracey, Gary, Ashley and Mark. They need me and I can't let them down I need to keep acting brave and unaffected by your death. But believe this mum I want you back so much even for a brief moment just to tell you how much I love you and miss you.